Need to get everything out of my system. All the negativities that's living inside of me. I don't know how much this is going to help. I have always been skeptical of it but there's still that optimism in all of it somehow.
It's just building in me and eating me out, the inability to deal with things directly. Why am I so inherently diplomatic? Why do I feel that speaking my mind there and then would count as rude? Why do I have this need to be all calm and composed all the time, why don't I understand that no one needs to be supporting every one else's trials and tribulations all through. Why the need to be all do-good all the time? If I don't like some one, if I don't feel like helping some one out, if I do not feel like supporting some one's point of view, if I find a person offensive, if I find a person pretentious, if I do not follow some one's priorities in life, if I think some one is fickle, if despite every thing I feel and conclude is wrong, why do I feel bad about it? Why can't I just break free from all this complexities?
Someone please tell me, is it just me?
It's just building in me and eating me out, the inability to deal with things directly. Why am I so inherently diplomatic? Why do I feel that speaking my mind there and then would count as rude? Why do I have this need to be all calm and composed all the time, why don't I understand that no one needs to be supporting every one else's trials and tribulations all through. Why the need to be all do-good all the time? If I don't like some one, if I don't feel like helping some one out, if I do not feel like supporting some one's point of view, if I find a person offensive, if I find a person pretentious, if I do not follow some one's priorities in life, if I think some one is fickle, if despite every thing I feel and conclude is wrong, why do I feel bad about it? Why can't I just break free from all this complexities?
Someone please tell me, is it just me?
