Been a while

It's been a while since I changed the display name on my msn. Yeah no big deal but I was into it big time. Crazy stuff. Been a while since I talked to my friends. I thought I had changed or was trying to change but I still manage to shut everyone out when I am all stressed out. Been a few days since I blogged I think, or maybe it was just the other day.
Just want to have some fun. Doesn't even have to be as good as that, I just want a peace of mind, a relaxed state of mind.