Pleasant conversations

Just the other day I was thinking about my friends and how I confided in each of them but about different things. How I was rueing the fact that there was not a single person with whom I could share every aspect of my life. It just made me feel like I am not being a good friend. Well things have changed a bit somewhat. And I couldn't be happier and more content. At least with this aspect of my life. I know I am never satisfied. But keeping that aside, this change came in the strangest and most unexpected way possible. With her telling me she liked the guy that I too liked. He was kind of like my first crush. I may still hold a soft spot for him. But when she said those words, I didn't feel bad. I don't know why. Of them getting together is almost an impossibility. The fact that I just said that proves that maybe I would end up getting hurt if that happened. But I don't think I'd ever feel betrayed in any way given her revelation.
There are still things left unsaid between us. But I know for a fact that I can always tell her when I am ready.