Finally

When I was talking to you yesterday (finally) about my feelings for you, I felt a whole lot better. Like a heavy load had been lifted off my chest. A while after that I went back to being in the same state of mind as before. But now as I write this, I feel like what I ultimately did was right. Telling you that I love you too after all this time and despite knowing the fact that you have moved on wasn't the kindest of things I could have done but still there were a number of things pushing me towards it. It's just that the person you love deserves to know that you do. And I don't want to live with this lie all my life. But I told you everything despite having decided that I don't want to rekindle the relationship (I am certain you feel the same. But despite all this it felt good to know that your feelings for me haven't changed.), and I knew I was being really selfish, but I so needed some peace of mind. And it's starting to feel better. And I do hope it keeps getting better. It's bit strange but now I feel freer than I have ever felt. Just wanted to say, thanks for listening.