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For lack of a better title or just my true feeling towards what I am going to write about and what I feel for myself right now. Anyways, the reason I kept the comment option open was I want to know what people who don't know me think about my writing, listen to what they have to say about my life and my opinions. The irony. Well who doesn't want to? If there are people who say don't care, then good for them. But all in all, I am just so sick and tired of my need for appreciation. I want people to tell me they like my blog, they are moved by my poems, awestruck by my photography. Ya ya, just got to stop this right now. And anyways was wondering about all this need and after some analyzing, it could be because of my low self-esteem, lack of confidence of sorts. Ya whatever, I need to sleep. It's 2:45 in the morning and I got to catch the Germany game tomorrow.
Well despite everything, the first comment, that made me feel good. Ya I am kind of hopeless.