It's all the same still

So you want to watch a movie right now? I want you to keep talking to me. I might not let on, but you are supposed to understand that without my telling, aren't you? Huh, why do I hang on to it, it's not going to mean anything, not going to last anything, but I have my needs. I need you to keep talking to me despite everything. Why do you want what I cannot give you? And why do I want what I cannot have. Yes there'll be friends. There are friends. There have been friends. But still I need you. Deep inside somewhere, you are what makes sense to me. Why can't I have you?