Learned thoughts

Let go of expectations, having done so, whenever something good happens we will be content. If things do not work out we will not be disappointed. Either way, we will remain calm and balanced.

Damn!

Somebody called me a spineless brute!

So, if this is his sense of humor? Like he didn't appreciate mine, it wasn't funny either. NOT appreciated. So if all of those words were 'reality' as he insisted and he is giving it straight to me, then all the more reason for me to end all this? A really non-worthy piece of relationship that I have been dragging around.

Both of you have been adjusting or at least trying to show like you are for 'other' people, but when it comes to asking for favors then you ask me. Why not ask 'those' people? Easy target, huh?

Again and again...

It's happening again. Don't know how to stop it. I don't want to make an effort to stop it.

DEJAVU... just went through my July post and there we go again.

I Hate Luv Storys

Just finished watching this movie. A cliched romantic comedy. But somehow I enjoyed it. I guess I am a sucker for these types...

Out from hibernation

Haven't written anything in 'ages'. The way you say it :)
So all I wanted to do was look at my photo blogs, and what do I end up doing? Reading the blahs and the whatevers. And just in one of our recent conversations you mentioned not dwelling in the negativities - of the past or the present. And there I went about reading or trying to read all of my life's miseries :) Going through the blog posts, I found a good number of them so vague that I have absolutely no idea who or what I was talking about. Talk about heights of being vague.
Anyway, coming to the point. So looks like you are coming here, earlier that we both anticipated. Am happy but anxious at the same time. More responsibilities now. I just wish for happiness together.

Present

Each day is a gift. That's why we call it the present.

Of practicalities and emotions

Yesterday was one of those days, where nothing you do would go right despite the best efforts and the good intent behind it. Started with a tussle between what was practical and what you desire. Well practical is another relative word. Sometimes, its just a matter of putting in an extra effort. That being said, things just happen, words are said, for some reason, all of it just rub you the wrong way and we all get hurt.
Yes your email, the journal all affected me. "I don't feel bad as per say, but I don't feel good either."; "Yes there is nothing in it to feel good anyways." But, today, as I sit here and type away, they don't [so this is where the train, plane and bus of thought was interrupted] drag me down. I wouldn't like to turn back time to change what happened. Everything that happens, just gives us a chance to know, understand each other better. Good. Bad. We are humans, and conflict is as much a part of life as anything else. Its just about understanding it and letting experiences become a positive guidance.